Especially for My Bestie

 This is best poem ever...
Puisinya Najwa Zebian yang kereen lah. Tentang mencintai diri sendiri. Gimana memprioritaskan perasaan sendiri. Bukan. Bukan karena egois. Tapi hati kita juga harus dikasih ruang. Kenapa kita rela hidup kita didikte orang lain? Terus kitanya sendiri sakit hati? Jatuh?
 Yaah begitulah...
 

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My dear self,
I apologize.
For not putting you first. For
putting them first.
For making your worth dependant on how
they
saw
you.
For making their words more important than
yours. For not allowing myself to forgive you or
to forgive me.
Forgive me.
For believing them when they said that
something was wrong with you.
Forgive me for not believing in
you.
Forgive me for loving them more than
loving you.
Forgive me for
not loving you.

My heart cries every time I read this

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